I’m serious.

This has been on my mind for weeks…

 As of recently I was told that I should be taking pictures only of girls who are “8 or 10s” like “Gina and Joanna Angel.”

The problem with this for me is that everyone is a 10 in my eyes. Everyone is worth being photographed. I love meeting beautiful men and women and capturing their sexuality on film. I think everyone should be able to express their sexuality regardless of how “attractive” they are to modern societys standards. Regardless of their sexuality. I want to show all kinds of humans expressing their sexuality and beauty. The idea of only taking pictures of people that are deemed attractive by porn or fashion standards makes me want to vomit.

I do not conform. I will not conform. I was raised to be independent. I was raised to believe in what I do.

Yumna reminded me the other day that from day one, my goal has always been to express the sexuality of different people regardless of looks or what not.

It’s frustrating to hear from people that someone isn’t good enough when I think they are absolutely perfect.

Since leaving school this has become a huge stress point for me. Will people respect me for this? I’ve already lost friends because of my “pornographic art.” Will I be able to consisntely express what I feel is right?

All I know..

is that as long as I can sleep at night, I’m miles ahead of a lot people.

The one piercing I will never have is my belly button. Not because I think it looks tacky 80% of the time but because my mother actually made me promise to never get it done. She thinks it’s the grossest piercing of them all. She rather I have five vagina piercings before I have my belly button pierced. Having seen the below belly button rings I think I understand why.

A lavender rhinestone representing your vagina? NO THANK YOU.

Is it really necessary to broadcast your favorite sexual position via belly button?  Yuck.

Also as someone who learned how to light jewelery properly … it drives me nuts how wrongly lit these photos are!!

My life:

In other news can bitches get over shit already? Whenever I’m feeling down all I do is think well at least I’m not a 28 year old broke ass go go dancer whose vagina resembles something from a sci fi movie. You made your grave, now lie it. Shhh shhh nobody cares what you have to say.

My mom came over today, she got my cat a free bowl from Fancy Feast that resembles one of the ones they use in the ads! No joke! Sure it’s plastic but how pimp is that for Fungi? I’ll have to take a picture of her eating with it soon, it’d adorable with her little rhinestone collar. My mom and I also talked about the future and I’m feeling good about it. I think everything is gonna be ok and I’m on the right path in my journey. I have amazing parents. One day I want to make enough money to send them on a vacation to the islands(one of their favorite places to go).

Life is going to be ok. I know that in these times we’re all worried but have faith in your higher power. <3 to you all.

Obama dildo.

 Production stills from”Who’s Nailin’ Palyin?”

Cashew shaped like a dick for sale on ebay.