
I’m sick. I lost my voice. Had to cancel more photoshoots. In the past two weeks I’ve had to cancel 4 shoots. I’m so embarrassed. First I was puking non stop and now I don’t have my voice. I feel like a big flake.
Was supposed to go out to AVN for Fleshbot and shoot a ton of porn stars but Gawker cut the budget…a lot(I was already going out there with a super cheap day rate) and I’m not going. Anyone who has seen me lately knows it’s all I’ve been talking about. My parents were pretty proud of me and excited. My mom was stoked.
I’m fucking broke. Sick. And frustrated.
I’m really disappointed. This sucks.
I’m supposed to see family and some Cirque thing Sunday but I doubt I’ll be up for it.
If anyone wants to hire me to take pictures that would be great.
Otherwise I’ll be here. Trying to pretend I’m not miserable.
Major rant after the jump
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Baby Sinead on November 7th, 2008 | File Under pity party | 10 Comments -