RANT
Here are a taste of things to come:
I’m experimenting while also creating sets. Domo is a lovely model. And that broken glass and such? It’ll make sense sooner or later.

Tonight…was interesting.
On one hand it reminded me of my love for dance music and a dj who does it right. I truely love just listening to a good dj just throw it down. Love. Love. Love. I just do. And honestly the mp3 mixes I have will never compete with a live show. I love just standing there and taking it in. It just..feels so fucking GOOD.
On the other hand I was reminded of why I left nightlife. A world populated with many genuine good people who love what they are doing, but more so many ego centric jerks who just get off on making others feel like crap.
And the empty, bullshit world of agreements.
I agreed to drink tickets, a bottle and $60. I have none.
Why host…if your not even treated like one?
I ran up a $52 bar tab, I’m not even drunk but to deal in the situation I needed a drink. Or four.
And as someone I discussed with recently, going out is stressful. People take pictures of you. They gossip. Are you fat? Are you a drug addict again? Thanks to nightlife photographers and insecure adults these sort of things are fueled. There a threads and post devoted to hurting me. Going out to me feels like I’m strapped to a dart board. I hide from photographers because I don’t want to be put out there like that. Some sort of nightlife doll to throw pins at.
Anyways. As usual I find my love of music and nightlife battling against my desire to live else wise. To live sans negativity and immersed in art.
Baby Sinead on December 6th, 2008 | File Under Nightlife, NYC, wtf, photography | 5 Comments -
















Hung with The Chimney Climbers from Sweden tonight. They make good sounds. If they didn’t I wouldn’t tell you about them.








