This came as a result of me explaining I would not do a titty fuck video for $100 for ‘un-named site’ even if other models(I know the economy sucks but hoes need to stop low balling!) do and it only takes 25mins to shoot!

I don’t like to talk money and who pays what but lets just say for a couple sites I get $100 for a softcore porn set[spreads maybe but no toys, nothing nuts].
And yes I think I’m great, I’ve worked hard[and am working hard and making you hard ALL AT ONCE) to market myself and have awesome tits. I’m not some unknown in the alt. industry[yes this was for an alt. site which as I’ve said before alt. just seems to lack professionalism on a lot of sites].

Anyways I tried to negotiate and explain things calmly and that’s what I got. And as someone who has worked a job since she was 11, I think I understand that money doesn’t fall from the sky. I do understand what I’m worth though. I also understand what talent is worth[I dunno I guess all that art school might of had an effect on me?].

I have provided a photo of one of my tits so that you decide whether or not it’s worth more than $50./sarcasm

Bleh soooo annonying.

At least Cherri will be here tommorow! Also yesterday I went to the seaport and took a picture in one of the photocabs:

I’m scared of my invisible t-rex lurking behind me! I also got some new underwear and pj pants. I’m gonna clean my bedroom that go live on cam.

xxxo Baby Sinead

PS I’ll be wearing my new purple baby doll that I’m wearing in the boob pic!

In other news listen to Joannas new hit:

How fucking catchy is this song? Im really regretting not going to Philly for the music video shoot!

 I think I’m going to the dr tommorow about my knee. Last night it hurt too much to go out and I missed the Burning Angel party and was also supposed to stop by a Red Bull sponsored event. But I stayed in icing it. It’s still swollen after two weeks so I guess this a bad look. Ugh, I hate doctors though!

I’m redesigning this blog so if anyone has ideas - tell me! The content is staying the same but we’re upping our design game.

Yup the office wall graff game is officially over. I know have solid blue and green walls with hot pink trim. I think I’m gonna make a wall in the apt the official graffiti wall that won’t get painted over. Just tagged over and over again.

I also have curtains and a curtain rod thanks to Frog:

You should all listen to his mix for east village radio. DL here.

So Jimi breaks up with Raquel and starts texting me that he misses me and shit today. And that him and Jefree Star have banned together and I should join them.

WTF?

First off I never took down any of my blogs - they’re all right here - and why would I want to be friends with someone who threatened my family? And gave my parents phone number out?

Do people think I’m stupid…because I’m not. You can not play me.  I can smell bullshit a mile away.

Also I’m happy now to have let negative people out of my life and I’m not about to let them back in.

I’m in a good place and I’m very happy, I have a lot of great stuff going on and coming up in my life…my past needs to stay in the past. And people have to stop thinking you can play me, I’m smarter than I come off.

Please note that as a 20 year old financially independent adult if you want to press charges against me…the people involved are me, you and my lawyer.

My parents, my brother, my family have nothing to do with pressing charges against me so please stop harassing them before I have to take action. I know you like to go after them because they are sacred and mean the world to me but please be educated, and mature when taking legal action not petty. My family is aware of the life I lead and is aware of when I have been in legal trouble before - just because I rarely mention them on this blog[except to rave about how awesome they are] does not mean they’re in the dark about my life.

Also please educate yourself on legal terms before you start sputtering them out of your mouth.

I’m never giving out my family home number ever again. Even if I’m staying there without my cell, obviously I can’t trust people not to exploit my family and respect their privacy.

In other news check out my AWESOME hair and makeup for the shoot today:

Peace!

I woke up today feeling really sick and spent the day in bed.

I missed Scotts birthday and getting my nipples pierced because I was too sick.

Than my best friend broke up with me. Via a livejournal community. She couldn’t even talk to me on the phone or text or im me. Still can’t.

I’m devastated.

I know I’m going to lose people with my life going where it’s going…and I just hope that people know that I am passionate about what I do, everything is my choice, and that I hope to impact the world in a positive way.

I got a lot of really good and exciting news this week and stuff is happening for me…and well this is just a fucking downpour on my parade.

Well I’ll be in LA march 14 - 18.

I guess that’s all for now…I feel so sick now.

IT TOOK ME FUCKING TEN MINUTES TO DO THIS FUCK:

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This is a picture of a book stuck in my ass I took ten minutes ago:

I’d tell you about last night but I don’t remember much. So in the comments could you please tell me what happened last night.

I may of made out with a tranny - just want confirm/deny on this.

Also crawled under the gates of Home Sweet Home, this is confirmed.

“This is why you white girls always be in the news”

Trash last night with Christ was fun. The crowd is kind of weird…like people who don’t understand that if someone who works at the club asks you to move because people are receiving bottle service in a certain area…you do. You don’t sit there and make the bouncer remove you. Also lots of “professionals”, random people in suits, weekend warriors, and like way too many Moby impersonators. The fact that they have burlesque every week is fucking awesome though. And I go to Trash for the people who work it and its like home so I deal.

Today I worked for the artist Ho Chang on his project and recreating classical biblical paintings into photographic digital masterpieces. Here’s an idea of what he’s doing[one of his finished works]:

Pretty awesome. I got to pretend to be Jesus, Mary, soldiers, weeping women. It was an awesome excersice of using my body and face to express a multitude of emotions. And I got to model with Apathy! I had no idea, really awesome surprise to find out your modeling with a friend.

Afterwards I went shopping - I got a hot pink translucent rain coat, a anatomy coloring book, a carnelian, new yoga mat…lots of other things.

In other news this week is just full of people overreacting and becoming PSYCHOTIC with me. I’m not going out tonight, I’m staying in and doing yoga and reading. I need to r e l a x.

For example this young man, Seth was sending me myspace messages wanting to date and help me with my website. I actually humored him regarding a date[I love to meet new people!] but I’ve been too busy. Anyways he says he wants to work on my pay site[despite me having people on this already] and I ask him what he can bring to the table. This is what he sends me:

“myspace. com/neworder2008
myspace. com/iampharmaceutical”

Now what I’m seeing here are poorly designed myspace flyers that a. violate terms of myspace b look shitty on most browsers and c are just not aestically pleasing. So um what do I need this for? I have a nice looking myspace, and I think it’s pretty obvious to anyone who reads this blog I’m more into porn and modeling not nightlife - and as far as nightlife goes I have more contacts in it than I fucking need seriously. So I reply to him…maybe a bit too honest but whatever as we all know that is Baby Sineads style. HONEST

.

Um what? Ok. Still what are you to me? I mean really.

Also he sends me texts:

“Fuck you you stupid little twat”

I respond to this with a simple “No need to be rude asshole” and he responds:

“You don’t know what you’re talking about. I guess you like myspace pages with ads and garbage. I got 500 rsvps for my party. so my shit works for someone”

O rly? I have friends who get thousands of rsvps for their parties.

Also I am not working for Lazerbunny because they won’t pay me for getting naked. I don’t get naked for free.

Seriously though…when it comes to irrational people and me … it’s like I’m a magnet. Chris made me put away my phone last night because all my texts were just people being assholes[buried underneath them were texts of congratulations from friends on my sobriety and funny things people send me:)].

Disclaimer This is My opinion. This is my experience. You can take it as fact or not. Every image here is owned by me. Please check the first amendment. Also Raquel I am not jealous of you. I have a career, I’m in college and have strong group of family and friends[something you LACK] who support me.

Today I gave one of my best friends Jimi the ultimatum. Either me or his girlfriend.

He choose his girlfriend.

I’m devastated by the lost and by the fact that he would rather lose a good friend who has done nothing but look out for him and been there for him to a girlfriend like Raquel Reed.

The first few months Raquel Reed and Jimi were together and living at his moms house, Raquel Reed refused to get a job. She was too good to work most places and her neon hair & tattoos didn’t exactly help or that she got fired from her previous job at Patricia Fields for stealing[or as some have rumored - escorting] - neither did the fact that her lazy ass refused to do anything other than check her myspace obsessively[Jimi eventually got her a job at Mac…no she didn’t get the job herself]. So she’s living rent free, and not paying any money towards food or anything.

And just so you know - most those photoshoot she does are unpaid or if paid not that much money.

Being a “Scene-Queen” doesn’t exactly bring in the money. Just obsessive KIDS.

Raquel Reed and Jimi briefly broke up. When this happened Raquel Reed stole over a grand from Jimis bank account. Oh and when she got kicked out - she had nowhere to go. A millon myspace friends and barely any in real life that give a shit about you. None the less he took her back.

I didn’t like Raquel Reed and was vocal about this. Especially since Raquel Reed seems to think its ok to call girls who do porn demeaning names since she’s obviously so much better than us[hmmm whos not LIVING OFF OTHER PEOPLE..ME].

Jimi and I didn’t talk for about a month out my disgust for Raquel Reed.

When we started talking again I still had to deal with her. She would delete and screen messages I sent Jimi. Go on his screenname pretending to be Jimi and say fucked up shit to me. Jimi had to be “allowed” by Raquel Reed if he wanted to see me. One time I invited Jimi to videochate but he was in the shower so instead Raquel Reed went on and mooned me than exited.

That is how mature she is.

Eventually Jimi begged me to be nice with Raquel Reed…so being a good friend I sucked it up and tried put our shit behind us.

None the less Raquel Reed continued on with her obnoxious behavior and manipulation of one of my best friends.

Oh and by the way she lied to you Jimi about fucking him. You told me you’d breakup with her if this was true.

Here’s Raquel Reeds conversation about me to an unnamed source:

“bitch that stomps on crickets naked for a living” “drug addict whore business”

You know what Raquel Reed. FUCK YOU. YOU DON’T FUCKING KNOW ME. I don’t do drugs. I’ve been cleaner longer than your fucking boyfriend. And who cares what I do for a living - at least I make my own money instead of spending my boyfriends… Again, Raquel Reed - FUCK YOU. Please find the balls to call me a drug addict to my face and see what happens to your face[hint my hand is gonna be disgusting from all that makeup you wear].

Here’s some info on how Raquel Reed behaves in real life:

And I’ve had numerous professionals complain personally to me about how you act.

Also Raquel Reed your boyfriend doesn’t think highly of you and just so you know he flirts and proposes other girls for sex often.

Ouch?

I know you barely graduated high school but you really should work on your spelling skills. Some things you write are barely readable. It’s called spell check. And it’s your friend.

End of story. The lesson learned…it’s devastating to lose a friend to someone as low as Raquel Reed. Hopefully one day Jimi will break up with psycho and we can be friends again. Till than I don’t have time for this bullshit.

And again. Fuck. You. Raquel Reed. I hope you know karma is a true bitch.

Wanna sue me? Guess what that little song your brother posted is TRUE defamation of character.

Today

I would like to expose you all to the world of affiliate programs.

Affilate programs are generally awesome - giving you a chance to make money for a porn site you love and put money in your pocket as well. I think they’re fucking great…to the right I have a list of them.

Except for the egotistical bloggers who think they can make their living off them.

They’re also a chance for people to believe they hold some sort of place of power in the porn world. Take “name withheld” for example, who Flipped out on my polite refusal to give the AIM sns of people who work at Burning Angel as I feel that is a violation of privacy.

You should all join Burning Angel under my code because at least I don’t harass people or violate their privacy. I just support nude girls.

And I know I’m one of the few people that speaks out against bullshit in this industry but at least there is someone…too many people are afraid to speak up and they should. Everyone deserves respect.