Some orginals
Finished tiling my dining area today[don’t worry I got rid of the excess you see on the corners!]. Gonna stripe my living area tomorrow in light and dark aquas. I wanna get some astro turf, flamingos and lawn chairs for the dining area tomorrow.
Already trying to figure out finances for a real sofa, not having some freeloader on my extra bed is making me want to throw it out[in the nyc area? want a free bed frame, boxspring and matresss - hit me up] and get a nice sofa.
$450 @ urban I knoooooow but it’d fit so perfectly.
I also want to get rid of the chalkboard wall and get wallpaper! Like in the forest wall paper!
I take waaaaay too much inspiration from club walls from glittering my bathroom[Beauty Bar] to wall paper[green room at hiro]!
New double dildo. Attempting to figure out how much my throat gives.
And how I felt before realizing I hate everyone:
Freckles from the sun!!!! As much fun as blogging is…I’ve stuck to posting free porn lately because I’m just tired of being put on the stake, tired of putting myself out there. I feel as if my every move is watched and judged. Like my family is so proud of me yet the world is just full of haters who think it’s necessary to do everything to hurt me.
I turn 21 soon. For my 21st almost all my extended family from upstate ny comes to NYC see me for my birthday. Does that answer the question of “your family must be so ashamed and hate you” shit? As for my estranged brother, it has nothing to do with porn. I’m tired of hate mail regarding all this shit.
Seriously at the end of the day. I’m just a girl. With a blog. I’m nothing powerful or crazy or popular, I don’t know why people feel the need to be so fucking cruel.
August 21st, 2008 at 2:24 am
whens ur birthday
August 21st, 2008 at 2:38 am
So is it the same person who keeps being an ass hole to you or a bunch of different people? This damn internet… people think they know everything and feel they can say whatever they want to you and not get called out on it cause of the anonymity of the internet. Oh well, fuck em’.
So how far down your throat could you get that dildo? :o)
August 21st, 2008 at 3:08 am
happy early birthday! i know that’s it’s easier said than done, but ignore those assholes. i’ve never liked naysayers.
x
August 21st, 2008 at 3:23 am
Not everyone is out to get you, I like you! You are part of my inspiration for “liz will one day be the greatest porn star ever (with the exception of sinead, of course)”. And in regards to the other blog, you are not fat. People need to get over themselves.
August 21st, 2008 at 4:20 am
hey, i would love your mattress! i just emailed the website’s contact email about it.
August 21st, 2008 at 9:49 am
If i move to NY can i come stay with you?
August 21st, 2008 at 11:30 am
The 9th.
It’s a lot of people some more specific.
No. My past experiance has led me to believe that I NEVER WANT anyone staying in my apt again. I’m happy to be alone with Fungi forever.
August 21st, 2008 at 12:19 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3GpSmgtvMg
nuff said
August 21st, 2008 at 1:36 pm
awww fuck all them haters girlie! i think your the hottest thing since sliced bread! i like the video brandon posted haha so true so true. dont let them haterz get you down there just hatin cuz there jealous!!
i wish i could hang with you on your bday. =[
ill be in nyc aug28-30 so we can early celebrate your bday haha that way i wont feel bad that im the only one who isnt 21 yet.
ha
August 21st, 2008 at 7:20 pm
You are going to have the most photogenic apartment ever . I definately have some ideas for our next shoot .
August 21st, 2008 at 7:58 pm
sinead, you are very interesting.
thats the tricky thing about blogs. on one hand, through self documentation, you come across people who are supportive, like-minded, admiring. and on the other, those who are judgemental, insecure, threatened, or totally bored will use it to try to break you down.
i read your blog bc youre interesting, not bc of anything else. some people really are petty and dissatisfied with their own existence, thus why theyre critical of yours.
August 22nd, 2008 at 1:17 am
I am sorry you’re bummed on all the douchebags that send you hate mail–every once and a while I feel like I shouldn’t post anything because I’m sick of constantly being ripped apart over it.
On a more positive note, I am impressed with your ability to redecorate your apartment in the most awesome ways possible.
August 22nd, 2008 at 4:39 am
shit. . . . what’s there to hate? everyone else is right. . . people can find a lot to hate when they’re insecure or feel like their own values are in jeopardy (i guess if you don’t have the miserable life they expect you to have for all the reasons they believe it should be miserable, they run the risk of being wrong).
anyway. . . . people are assholes — just keep doing what you do, lady.
August 22nd, 2008 at 12:35 pm
haters to the left, they’re just jealous low life trash bags. keep doing your thing.
August 22nd, 2008 at 6:42 pm
I think you’re rad.
August 22nd, 2008 at 7:54 pm
your walls are incredible. if i could tell you why there are assholes in the world hating on you, I could probably solve the whole wars everywhere thing too. I think you’re one of the best people I’ve ever known, the morons that think otherwise don’t know their asshole from a hot pocket.
August 23rd, 2008 at 10:10 pm
Whatever: you’re too brave, strong and cool to care what anyone else thinks. People always fear departure from their sticky little norms. When everyone comes (and I do mean cums) round to copying you without giving you credit–and they will, they’re doing it already, all the time–the same moral geniuses who’re admonishing you now will be throwing their empty little vessels into embodying the distinct glamor you, with this blog and yourself, have established. You’re an original. It’s all a matter of having the strength of character to maintain, and you do. Prove me right. You already have so many times.