I created a little page for my modeling and performing - right here. It’s under construction but check it anyways.
Also I just signed up with Hardcore Modeling which considering Model Mayhems lack of tolerance towards erotica/porn might turn out to be a worthwhile site. We’ll see.
I’m still hurt by my loss of my friendship with Yumna. She was the one I could alway confide in without worry about being judged or exploited. She was always the friend I shared everything in my life with, the good the bad, I wanted her there always. To not have her has created a hole in my heart.
I’m working through it though. I brought some new plants, and had a mini shopping spree at Lush….em nice yummy bath bomb filled bath times always make me feel better. I really need one of those vibrator rubber duckies already!!! oh and I got an acid wash black hoodie from AA.
None the less…I’m still heartbroken.
Photo by the Lovely Brenda.
March 7th, 2008 at 5:11 am
i really dig reading about your exciting life while living my own boring one. but i would probably stick with the single vaginal a while before jumping straight into the double. just one man’s opinion.
March 7th, 2008 at 11:51 am
hhaahahaha I doubt I’m going to get two dicks in my vagina right away….although maybe I should practice with some dildos?
March 8th, 2008 at 10:43 pm
Hi Sinead ! Still checking in to read your amazing Blog .
As far as the loss of your friend goes I went through something similiar a few years ago . Within one year I fell out with three people I really thought were close friends . I´m not sure why it happen or even what the reason was . They just stopped talking to me . It took a long time to process what happened and why but I finally found out it more to do with what was going on in thier unhappy lives . I´m betting that the people that talk shit about you are really unhappy with whats going on in thier own miseable lives.Don´t worry about it . Hang in there.