Bushwick puts it in a rubber
There was a man outside my apt handing out condoms yesterday. “Free condoms, protect yourself, if not for you for your loved ones. Protect yourself from stds.”
I wish girls weren’t such stupid cunts. Seriously the majority of women I meet are such followers and so afraid to be themselves it’s incredibly disheartening. I don’t know I need to go to the Box or something and get out of this girl hating rut.
I want to paint over the wall on the other side of my office so bad but I have so many memories attached to it that it seems impossible. I think I want to shoot a couple girls in front of it than do a masturbation video in front of it..maybe than I will be ready to let go. I’m planning on making it into a mini library so the walls will be covered anyways. Maybe I should just designate a tagging wall in the apartment.
It is obscenely warm in NYC today. OBSCENE.
March 4th, 2008 at 10:05 pm
Yo, That wall is CRAZY! Either you should paint over ,it or keep on painting it until it becomes REALLY crazy ! One or the other,
xxxx
March 4th, 2008 at 11:05 pm
you-know-who badmouthed you and called you a mental pornstar
March 5th, 2008 at 3:24 am
Seriously Daze that wall is such a huge work to me. But considering I want that to be the library I think I’m gonna just go ape shit on it[and other artists are more than welcome to join in] for a few more months….and than I have no idea. hahahahahaa. That wall is such a release of energies for me that if I paint over it another wall in the apt will have to take over.
Yumna can call me a mental pornstar all she wants. Funny she used to love my “quirks” and insisted on introducing me as a pornstar and not she turns them around into insults. It’s sad to see someone you love turn into someone who makes your stomach turn.
I just hope she’s happy being mediocre and nothing special in life because that’s what she is. That if being accepted by her peers[which she so desperately craves…] and being a coward is what it important to her…than so be it. I can not respect someone for that but than again I’m on a level far above people like her.
March 5th, 2008 at 5:06 am
Aww Sinead. I’m sorry you have to go through all this bullshit. Your blog is fantastic, so keep yo’ head up and keep doin what you do best.
March 5th, 2008 at 9:50 pm
Big up NV throws.