It’s 230am why am I still awake in bed listening to house music, contemplating my fucked up love life, contemplating my twenty years, and how much I love my cat.

I’m jaded by relationships with men. They’re boring and predictable. Heres how to get in my pants if your a man: fucking surprise me. I doubt anyone who reads this will be able to do that.

I miss my Yumna. 3:10

College is kind of sucking and kind of not. I like my classes, now that I’m not on drugs and am mentally stable I can go to class and learn which is pretty awesome. Seriously you have to not be able to not be able to learn to really understand just how awesome it is to be able to learn. Yeaaa I was that fucked up on drugs. I just hate going to school, it’s like going to a new high school everyday. I have no friends[for the most part] and I’m really socially awkward. I kind of feel like that girl who lurks around in the Rules of Attraction minus that part where I kill myself or am obsessed with anyone. I’m just awkward and lurky. It rained today so I was awkward and lurky and wet.

I rather hang at home with my cat and read books by myself.

I realized in Art History class today that Roger Camptins interpretation of God looks a lot like Steve Aoki. Than I went to French Class and my brain exploded.

I’m having trouble making my hair look good.

i believe you could be what i need to believe